Personal Writings- Spring

Spring, the season of rebirth. During winter everything freeze, becomes bleak. You begin to live in an arctic wonderland. But when spring comes around everything thaws and there is hope. From the beautiful birds teaching their young to fly and find food, to the flowers budding and blooming into elegant paintings. Laying in the warm grass, looking up at the light blue sky with silky pearly white clouds. Everything is calming and still. The sounds are just as comforting, birds chirping, bees buzzing, and the light wind blowing. Its natures wonderful music, and you could spend all day listening.

Personal Writings- Intimacy

Nothing is more stimulating, more exhausting, more beautiful, than intimacy. The thought of two people that love each other more than they love themselves, coming together as one is simply unbelievable. But people that use such a wonderful thing for jut pleasure dont know the true beauty and feelings that it can give you. Its more than just an action, its an expression.

Personal Writings- Trust

Trusting is hard, you rely on the person you love most to be truthful, self-restrained, and to suppress. And in return they must do the same. But eventually you find someone, and even though you might be envious and your stomach feels restless and uneasy. Your heart is content because deep down its unquestioning. Some might think youre naive, but you know all is fine. And with an eternity to spend, each day get easier.

Personnal Writings- Truth vs. Lies

Is it better to tell the truth and risk losing someone. Or to lie and protect them.

Personal Writings- Depression Reality

How do you get mad at someone that hurts so badly? Its like digging your nails into an open wound. It already hurts from the initial cut, and now you go back and rip it open. They didnt ask for this to happen, they didnt ask to feel this way. You act like its their fault and take it out on them and in the end you make them hate not only you, but themselves as well. They dont have attitude, they arent mad at you and choosing to show no emotion. They physically cant. To try and put on a smile doesnt feel right, it hurts. They arent mad at you, or anyone else, they are just lost in themselves. That blank stare that you think means theyre ignoring you, is just their lack of emotion. They literally feel nothing. They want to feel happy, they want to feel something besides sorrow, but they just cant.

Quotes-

'Theres no need to forget the past, but it should stay where it belongs.'

Random Rant-

Freedom of speech is given to everyone, even children. It is not a right that parents can take away, or choose to give. Its something that every single one of us gets. The fact that we might be a minor does not mean you can listen in on conversations or say that no conversation is private. If we choose to speak, or not to speak, it i our choice and not yours. We can choose ot to tell you a single thing if we wish and there is nothing you can do about it. But if you want us ti share everything with you, then you better do the same with us.