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Wednesday, February 19, 2014

Personal Writings- Depression Reality

How do you get mad at someone that hurts so badly? Its like digging your nails into an open wound. It already hurts from the initial cut, and now you go back and rip it open. They didnt ask for this to happen, they didnt ask to feel this way. You act like its their fault and take it out on them and in the end you make them hate not only you, but themselves as well. They dont have attitude, they arent mad at you and choosing to show no emotion. They physically cant. To try and put on a smile doesnt feel right, it hurts. They arent mad at you, or anyone else, they are just lost in themselves. That blank stare that you think means theyre ignoring you, is just their lack of emotion. They literally feel nothing. They want to feel happy, they want to feel something besides sorrow, but they just cant.

Quotes-

'Theres no need to forget the past, but it should stay where it belongs.'

Random Rant-

Freedom of speech is given to everyone, even children. It is not a right that parents can take away, or choose to give. Its something that every single one of us gets. The fact that we might be a minor does not mean you can listen in on conversations or say that no conversation is private. If we choose to speak, or not to speak, it i our choice and not yours. We can choose ot to tell you a single thing if we wish and there is nothing you can do about it. But if you want us ti share everything with you, then you better do the same with us.

Song Quotes-

You might think Im happy, but Im not gonna be okay
-Welcome to my Life by Simple Plan